dangles chocolate in front of finance book...

the only way i can force myself to study...
is to bribe my body with food...
sinful food...
chips to clog my intestines, wine to make my liver work overtime, chocolates to burn my throat...
my mind keeps drifting off...
off to wear the sun shines without UV rays...
off to wear its socially acceptable to drink before noon...
off to my oh so long and painfully faraway holiday in perth..
off to the thought of missing fashion festival this year because of my holiday...
off to search for that perfect alio olio...
off to dig for new treasures in salvation army...
off to sand man land...

i think my body's getting smarter...
it senses the bribe...
still it succumbs to the bribe...
but not the studying part...
if i keep this up...
i'll be doing more harm to my body...
then trying to force feed my brain with info...
damnit...

ooooh...
lookey what we have here...
chocolates...