"Beware of media students, they bite!"

why do most of my line have to start with you know what...
and followed by a gossip that i've heard...
and the scrutinizing and judging of others...
and ending the sentense with uggggghhhh ____ such a bitch...

have all my years of education, PLSE results, O level's cert, amazing testimonials from the school, and a year or higher education not meant a thing?
because, with me posting this post...
i just did...
condoning the fact that after all my years of education and seld discovery...
i still am affected my how people judge me...
the things people say...

-now's a really good time for mariah's carey song, can't take that away from me-
-insert sound clip-

to me, being a bitch is someone who is self indulgent, have nothing to back whatever that is thrown out of her/his mouth, goes out of his/her way to make someone elses life a living hell, creats a scene to feed on the attention...
that to you is my definition of a bitch...

yes, i love myself, and apparently its called confidence...
something thats keeping me from becoming another statistic on teen sucides...
whatever i've said, if its something brainless and utterly and remotely dumb...
its for my own entertainment, if you want to know world politics, society issues and the arts...
bring it on...
i've been living with an older brother who wants to be the next US president...
reads political journals of politician and their biography...
knows the world politics and the US federal constitution at the back of his hands...
i've been brought up by parents who forced us to read every single page of the newspaper since i was 8, especially the classified section, to remind me that finding a job is difficult without a degree...
have all 6 world cables news channels on cable, and plans for more...
a sister who is reading on how to end the world of poverty...
running marathons to raise money for the poor...
while trying to reach puberty...

so before you call me dumb or bimbotic...
think again...
how can i have a decent interlectual conversation with you when you don't even have the brains to start one?

has anyone seen me creating a scene in school?
verbally abusing, finger pointing, screaming my lungs out at anyone?
yeap....
thought so too...

so before you call me a bitch...
give me details of how i am one...
talk behind someone's back?
gossip about someone else?
have something mean to say about everyone?
haven't all of you?

please don't mistake my friendliness in school as two faced and fake...
as far as my parents taught me, its called social ediquette...
i'll be nice and friendly to anyone who in both classes or in school...
but after school hours, please don't expect me to be nice to you when you don't even make the effort to get to know me...
so yea....
when i see people in school...
i promise you my hellos, smiles, thank yous, and please...
its called being civil...

please don't hate me because you are insecure about yourself...
have all the time and effort to think of elaborate plans to screw me over...
think because i'm nice, therefore i'm an easy target...
because i've got an opinion about something so that makes me a bitch...

back of biatches...
let me just be clear about one thing...
being in a class full of loud mouthed, attention whoring, shameless brainiacs media students is already hard enough...
don't make it any harder...
we barely survived the first one with cuts and bruises...
who knows second year?
and if you do decide to wage your pesonal vendetta against me or any of my friends...
talk behind our backs, and tell others about dirt you have found out about us...
because whatever that has been shared among us as friends will remain sealed...
remeber we are keeping our end of the bargain by keeping our mouths shut...
obviously you've not so as far as we are concerned, whats over is over...
so if you're expecting a tell-all episode, forget it...
oh yea...
by the way...
if you want to bitch about us to others...
make sure that the "others" don't be telling me what you've said...
cause thats just plain ass dumb...
and dosen't say much about your intelligence...

i think a sign should be placed infront ot our class room door,

"Beware or media students, they bite!"