i knew i wanted it...

i love awards...
i mean i really love awards...

when i was 10...
i saw star awards...
i knew i wanted it...
and i knew i wanted to act....
eventhough i didn't know what acting was...

when i was 12...
i saw the oscars...
i knew i wanted it...
and i knew i didn't only want to act...
i wanted to be fucking famous...

when i was 13...
i saw the grammy awards...
i knew i wanted it...
i knew i wanted to sing...

when i was 14...
i saw the mtv music awards...
i knew i wanted it...
and i knew i couldn't sing...
but i could lip sync really well...

when i was 15...
i saw the CDFA awards...
i knew i wanted it...
if p didy and sarah jessica parker could do it...
so can i...

when i was 17...
i saw my school's talentime...
i knew i wanted it...
just don't make a fool out of myself..
and i'll do fine...

when i was 18...
i saw SFF young designer's award...
i knew i wanted it...
eventhough, i couldn't draw, or sew...
but who fliping cares...

when i was 19...
i saw the worst friend award...
i didn't know whether i wanted it...
because i'm a lameass (35%) loser...
but after wining it...
i don't really want it anymore...



found new talent today...
have perfected the art of beer pumping...
not a single drip and the perfect amout of foam...

if i drop out of sch...
or have no future...
i'll have new career choice...
will become a professional beer bumper...
and "look god damn hot doing it"...










p.s...
i actually did win the fucking lameass sch's talentime...
apparently i can sing...
or apparently everyone was equally tone deaf as well...