i'm turning into them aren't i...

i think i'm becoming the one thing i've feared the most...
my parents...
i've always thought of myself as the cool new age brother...
but apparently, i'm just another parent...

i love her to death but...
sometimes i just need to smack her hard on her head...
she has had everything handed to her on a sliver platter...
and never once had to work for anything...

i don't think i can have kids...
i can't even manage my own life...
let alone discipline a teenager...
one of those fights where it was like a train wreck in slow motion...

i was a tad too dramatic...
and yes, i flung her hp down 2 levels...
and smashed it against the wall...
i might have slapped her a few times too...

well that's because i'm doing what my parents ought too...
and i feel like i've aged a decade...
i hate being the one with the high moral grounds...
god knows where my morals have been...