i remember...

it was during one of our exercises...
we were in our syndicate room...
tired and hungry as hell...
i remembered fixing myself a cup of noodles...

i told you not to mess around with it...
but you still did...
i got so pissed i couldn't even look you in the eye...
but when you kept on apologizing, i couldn't stay angry with you either...

i remember when i had my first huge fight with collin...
you were caught right in the middle...
i saw you at the end of the corridor with those eyes...
you came to me and tried to fix it...

i told you not to mess around...
but you did...
i got so pissed i couldn't even look you in the eye...
but when you start making sense, i couldn't stay angry with you either...

even when you're gone...
you gave me the reason to speak to my mom again...
there you go fixing things for me...
can you fix me now...

i wish i had just a little more time...
just a little more time to tell you little effer...
how much you're a little brother to me...
and having you in my life is more than enough...

don't think i'm not pissed off this time...
i so angry and furious i don't know who to even blame...
thank you for giving me the best time of my life...
wait for me...