fine...

i don't want to sound like a big prick...
but i've basically gotten whatever i've wanted...
i mean literally everything...
which scares the shit out of me...

i'm suppose to be happy and thankful...
and i am...
but sometimes it feels like nothing...
just because i don't have you yet...

when my personal life goes up in smokes...
that's when i know i'm good...
right now...
one day at a time sounds just fine...