whats wrong with me?!

The answer....i just found out after years of experience, i piss people off that are close to me, true! Its like, when u get to close to someone u tend to start questioning your motives in being close to the other person, thats when my defense mechanism kicks in....i piss them of in a variety of ways, first we have the classic one, avoiding them, second its the insulting them part, then last but not the least...the TRUTH.... well what can i say...its natural for me to doubt people, eventhough as a scorpion, i'm suppose to be a good judge of character, but the early astronomers didn't say anything about being cluless about scorpion's own character....dang! well i have a theory for it and its called being afraid...see i as people might noe...am a bitch (and a bloody good one as well) well not many noe that i'm infect afraid of letting myself go...i tend to be scared when i fall. and the best part of all, i always fall for the wrong person... falling in love is just, falling! and i screw up everything in the end eventhough that person is nice to me....people just don't get it...i'm just totally cluless bout all the love stuffs....well that may be a good thing i guess? isit? its always my fault.... anyway.... i'm really sorry to my victims...stay clear off me....i might be a heartless bitch, waiting to bite your head off!