and they say self control is dead...

54 times this week i thought of calling you...
4 draft sms-es still in my phone waiting...
2 times i've dialed your number, but never called...
0 connections, one week and counting...

sometimes i think that my itchy fingers are the ones that misses...
the head and heart will follow suit...
but for now..
i'm content, not happy, not sad, just content...

my excuse is that i've been too busy...
what could your's possibly be?
we all need excuses to get through the day...
mine just happens to be a bigger one that's all...

i have a million and one things to tell you about my life...
another million and one things you'll never get to hear...
now i just need to tell my head and heart to stop making my fingers itch...
then maybe my phone will follow suit...