hell has frozen over for 43 minutes...

the TEP room that i have called hell for the past few months is deadly still...
the silence is deafening...
no stampede of people bursting through the door screaming and yelling for filming equipments...
no evil eyes and bitchy hisses across the room...
no 5 different computers playing 5 different genres of music...

when the chaos and madness is gone...
the room is just peaceful and very quiet...
and then you realize there is nothing to like about it...
we gave it character, we made it hell, we breath life into it...

any evidence of me hating this very room is lost just for the moment...
i looked around the room cynically in anticipation for the madness to reintroduce itself...
any second now....just wait for it...
a peeved off group storms in as they drag in their equipment occupying the emptiness of hell once again...
i stare blankly at my monitor reassured that this room will not be missed by me...


















someone please take my phone away from me...
its giving me the worst infrared induced emotional trauma...