the fucking god damn mont-fucking-blanc pen!!!!

fuck fuck fuck!!!
i can't fucking find my bloody lucky pen!!!
the one that i don't use because its retardly heavy and inky...
my fucking 16th birthday present from my parents...
the fucking god damn monnt-fucking-blanc pen!!!!

fuck fuck fuck...
have sick feeling in gut...
that might have flipping throw it away recently...
because the bloody pen might have ran out of ink...

you know when you get to that rhythm of opening any pen caps in sight...
testing to see whether they've died...
before hurling them into the bin with the others...
i think i hurled my lucky pen away!!!!

fuck fuck fuck...
can't possible bring my lucky pillow into the bloody exam hall...
or can i?
disgused as protective headgear?!







refills idiot!!!
refills!!!