Monday, July 25, 2005

so long, farewell steven chia!!



byeeeeee steven chia!
we'll all miss you...
khai's no. 1 lurrrve...
diy's horny sex object...
me.... just steven chia...

its ok...we'll get to see u every morning next to suzanne jung on primetime morning 7.30am in the freaking morning!

till the next time i channel flip on my tv set then...
farewell steven...

thank you shaheen...
after your show and tell...
the first thing i did was to HUG my mom for the longest of time and tell her that i love her and that she'll never know how happy that i am that she's here for me...

mom:" what did you do this time?!?!?"

me: smiles....enjoying the moment...

mom:" seriously what did you do this time?!?!?"

i have a so so relationship with my parents...
not much feelings are said on usual days...
except on special occasions..
but even that, feelings are kept to the minimal...
my parents have this way of assuring us that everything is taken care of,
the silent smile that i can see from the corner of my eye...
then don't expect a I LOVE YOU every single day...
they just know from the silent smile that we give them from the corner of their eyes...
i don't want to know what it feels like without any of them,
the silent smile that is given is all that i have...
MS0501 may have its ups and downs...
but definately, its amazing when the whole class come together to share experiences...
i tear/cried twice today during show and tell...
and i only do that for titanic and arrmegaden...

each and everyone have a story to tell...
if only we take the time to listen...
never a dull moment in show and tell...

thank you shaheen...
you reminded me what it was like to love my family...
maybe it be the silent smiles, or the big I LOVE YOUs...
its the love that you have in your heart...
i love my mom so much,
so much that its so hard for me to tell her...
but then again...
i've got my whole lifetime to love her...
more than she'll ever know...

to shaheen...
it might be a small gesture sharing with us your story...
you never know how big it felt to me......
thank you...

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